The Cebuano Faith: Refocused (Sinulog 2014)

"Nothing can shake the faith of the Cebuanos" - Donitoh.

Every year, the Filipinos celebrate different feasts where ever they are. And they are not just feast or any gathering, Filipinos celebrate their faith through the Patron Saints that they give petitions to. As far as I can remember growing up from a religious family, fiestas will always be celebrated whatever the calamity, tragedy or circumstance be. It can be celebrated from the most humble gathering to the grandest of all feasts. 

In Cebu, January marks the start these celebrations. The Sinulog festival is not just about the fashion, glamour, parties, drinking and merry making - it is a proof that  the Cebuano faith is as strong as the cross on the Basilica's roof and belfry. 

One of the many images of the child Jesus in every Mass at the Basilica in Cebu.
(Photo taken from Google.com)

Since a little boy, the Sinulog has always been a tradition for us to reunite and celebrate the novenas, masses and the fluvial parade together. I was always at awe with how faithful the people are to the child Jesus. The prayers were so strong that I can feel them even if I was not even sure what was actually happening. All I would hear were people praying, crying and shouting of how glorious the Sto. Nino is.  

The memory I have about the fluvial parade was making up early and hurrying up to the Port of Cebu. As we were living in the town next to Cebu City, we (together with my relatives from Bohol who were devotees of the child Jesus) would travel to the Plaza Cebu, walk to the Pier and see great amounts of faithfuls waiting for the child Jesus to pass aboard a boat through the Mactan channel. Then, a shower of flowers from a helicopter hovering above. I don't have pictures of these events but I am sure that the child Jesus has touched me with His miracles through the events I was exposed to. 

The Faithful during a celebration at the Pilgrim Center of Basilica del Sto. Nino de Cebu.
(Photo from Google.com)

Now at 25, I have come to realize the strong powers and the generosity the Sto. Nino has. I am proud to say that I am a living witness to how miraculous the child Jesus is; not just to me, but to everyone that pleads to Him. The image of Him being a child makes it easy to ask for anything. All we have to do is hold on to our faith and believe that He will give it to us. 

The world is not blind of what has happen to Cebu. From earthquakes, typhoons, financial crisis to major transport accidents; the Cebuanos remained strong and has continued to survive through the guidance and presence of the child Jesus. This is a living proof of how strong the faith of the Cebuanos is. That in whatever situation, the Sto. Nino will always be there with us. 

When the belfry collapsed, I literally cried. Seeing such a beautiful monument of Christianity and Cebuano faith tumble down into pieces just like that. It made me think about the times when I would look at it as the bells would sound at every mass celebrated. All the sun rise and sunsets, all the tears and undying devotion of the faithful, and all those smiles as each prayer that were answered were witnessed by the belfry of our beloved Basilica. 

But Sto. Nino loved us all that He spared anyone from being hurt. Amidst the damage the basilica has, no major injury was recorded from the incident. This is a miracle that Cebuanos are very thankful of. 

From the damage that we suffered after Haiyan, Cebuanos stood up and looked at the new life given to them by the child Jesus with immense hope and faith. We are now slowly recovering from what was left of us. We are now living as one. 

Given these situations, nothing can shake the faith of the Cebuanos. 

The masses during the Novena at the Basilica. You can see what is left of the collapsed belfry.
(Photo from Google.com)

When you search photos of how Cebuanos celebrate the Sinulog, you can see the color and joy it emits. But aside from the festivities and street merry-making, one can feel the strong faith that the people has. I have no idea on how words would exactly describe it but inside of me is a strong feeling of faith as I am making this blog. 

Beyond words, 

Beyond pictures. 

VIVA! STO. NINO! VIVA SENYOR!

-Donitoh

I should have remembered: I AM HUMAN.

About 2 months ago, I posted that I was human. And that I was saying that I am ready to fall. Now, I fell and I fell hard. It was painful and deadly. I thought I could fly but I fell. I should have remembered that I an HUMAN. 

At some point...

I have always talked about being happy, true and contented of life in my blogs. But this time its different.

Suddenly, I remembered that I am human and at some point, I stumble and fall. I have felt it but time has let it fade. I have reached the point where I'm giving up on it. I guess it's enough for me to fall for someone who will never catch me.

I'm crawling and leaning to love. The irony of life is that some stories don't end up the way we want it to be. We smile but inside there is pain and that emptiness that is just the hardest to fill. 

Being away from the reality of life, I have come to realize that it will never be for me. And that time wouldn't today allow for me to have this feeling. I will be waiting and working for it. But not now.

I guess not now. 

I said what was needed to be said and I'm giving up. 

You were the person that somehow made my feel special and I thought this was it. But now, I'm saying goodbye. 

Someone will come.

I'm sure someone is out there to make me smile again. 

I'm giving up and I'm sorry if I can't get on to you. 

-dontioh

We are stronger than this. #PrayForThePhilippines

When I heard that the strongest storm was going to hit the Philippines, I was ambivalent. I know that it would be great of a disaster but at the same time hopeful that it will not crush the Filipino Spirit.

Living away from the country and reading news online, I was devastated and was nervous of the real aftermath of Tropical Typhoon Yolanda (International Name: Haiyan) to the islands that it landed on. From the scale of the typhoon to the strength that it brought, I expected the worst. I am not a pessimist but this time, I was sure that everything will be chaotic.

Saturday after the storm made its destruction, I stopped myself from viewing videos and pictures of its aftermath. It was just too painful and horrible. I only read articles and listened to its description from other people that know about it. I can never imagine myself being in the shoes of those who were victims of this calamity. And to top the anxiety, international news networks added to my fear that this was gonna be one BIG SCOOP. 

At first I thought that the government was not doing anything; that they were not prepared; that corruption and selfishness centered the hearts of the people that lead the country. I was mad and in disbelief of the things that were happening. People were living it huts, open tents, sleeping on the streets under the rain and were hungry. Bodies were just everywhere and to add to that, no rescue plan was finalized. I mean, with the information that we have from all the other weather experts around the world, we could have prepared for the worst. I guess too much optimism does not change the fact that shit happens. And this time, (trust me) SHIT was all over the place. 

With the destruction that the cities and provinces suffered, foreign nations unite to help the Filipinos in this battle. Donations, services, relief operations and financial support flooded all over the news just for the country to stand up and live again. For me, this means more than a lifetime to be thankful for. The world lit candles for the Philippines and for the Filipinos. We were one in helping each other. Filipinos from neighboring provinces, cities and all over the world organized groups to ask for goods, financial support and help to the people who were affected of this disaster. 

Then the international media visited to see what was really going on and they did not expect what they saw. Aside form the lack of communication, electricity, potable water, food and proper disaster handling system, they felt that everything was in slow motion. They were looking for the Government. Where were they? Were they doing something about this? Do they even know that this is happening?

Basing on Mr. Cooper's (CNN Reporter) coverage, I think that this was not handled well. The "preparation" that the government made was washed out and everything was just chaotic. People were displaced, children were hungry, sick people were taken for granted, dead bodies were just scattered. It was a place no one would like to stay. Everything was "miserable".

And now for another highlight, people are asking: Who is to blame?

SERIOUSLY? 

This is not the time to point fingers and it will never be right. It is a waste of time and a waste of energy. Let us now focus on what we can do to help the victims stand up and live again. Let us study what we should be doing in the future and learn from all of this. Let us also put into mind that we should be bringing up the morale of the Filipinos all over the world by supporting and thanking those who were making a move for HELP. Let us not spread and talk about bad stuff because it will never help the situation. Let us use Social Media to look for connections and arrange relief services and help. This should be our focus. This should be the root of the things that we will be doing after the storm. This should be our inspiration. 

To the government and to the president of the Philippines:

I understand that this situation was unexpected and everyone was caught off guard. I also acknowledge the fact that you have done your part in alarming the citizenry of the damage this disaster could bring. Now that this has happen, I would like to ask for you to double your time and do everything to assist all victims. There is no time to blame people and there is no time to review the HIERARCHY of the government. They are all victims now and are looking for help. They are hungry, sick and loosing hope. 

I would also like you to consider being transparent of all the donations being given. I am positive that this will reach all the victims in time and you will be able to correct what needs to be corrected. I am asking that all government agencies to be on RED ALERT to assist anyone who wants to help, who wants to give help and who wants to be part of the services that would assist the victims. People are giving their time to help and I pray that everyone in the government would consider this wanting. 

I am also sorry for the weight that the "bashers' put on your shoulder. They are stressed and do not know what is happening. I know that they are smart and opinionated people and I believe that we should hear what they have to say. But for the mean time, I pray that you focus on the good stuff and not feel all the pressure of negative statements. I apologize for all the people who have belittled you and went overboard just to criticize everything that is happening. 

I know that you can do better and with the help of everyone around the world, I know you can do it.

To the negative audience all around the world: 

You are given your right to say your opinion about all that is happening but until you move and act for someone, it can never make a difference. Actions speak louder than words and trust me that bad actions would never make a difference. I understand that there are lapses and delays, but we cannot blame people now. Everyone was caught off guard. No one can be sane in a time where everything is ruined. No one can think straight right after being hit in the head by a fast flying ball. They are just human, and so are you. Now focus on what we can do. Spread suggestions on what to do to prevent this in the future . Use the energy for research and studies that help people. Refocus and start pushing the ball to roll towards the right direction. 

This is the time to use our intelligence wisely. This is the time to spread the right words, statements and pictures all over the social network. Let us be a beam of sunlight to the victims who lost loved ones and things that they worked hard for. Let us become an inspiration to one another and bring up the spirits of everyone affected by this disaster. 

Let us be a blessing to others. 

To the people doing their best to HELP:

No words can describe the act you are doing. You have dedicated your time, expertise, money and focus for those in need.  A never ending THANK YOU will be forever in our hearts. You are heroes and you deserve a place in heaven. You went out of your way from being normal citizens to becoming someone else's beacon of hope. 

Thank you very much for all the effort you have put in packing relief materials; for asking financial support from others; for being the ears, hands, arms and eyes of those who are injured; for being the protectors of those being treated unfairly; and for being the one who was there when the victims needed someone to live again. 

Thank you and I know that everyone else who were touched by your act will surely pay it forward. 

To the victims of this disaster:

You are not alone in this situation. You are blessed to have this life after that horrible experience. You should not blame yourself for the lives that were lost. It is hard to stand up again but there is no way but up. Life goes on and many are behind you to start anew. This is not the end of your dreams and aspirations. In fact, this is a new beginning for everyone. As cliche' as it sounds, there is always a rainbow after each storm.  It does not end here. 

Help is coming from all over the world and you need not to loose hope. WE are behind you all the way and there is no need to stop life here. We will never abandon those who need help and I am sure you will do the same to those who are with you in this situation. Never forget to look up and say "thank you" for each and every blessing that you receive. Also, ask for guidance, patience and protection from the ALMIGHTY. We are not alone; HE IS WITH US.

-end-

#PrayForThePhilippines 

#Yolanda

#Haiyan

I'm human again...

With the past relationships I had, I can say that at some point I was hurt in a sense that it made me stop feeling the feeling of being loved. Instead, it made me numb inside and didn't entertain the total feeling of "jumping" off the cliff (a.k.a. going in a relationship). It didn't bother me at all to know that my friends are tying the knot, going into a new life with someone new, and or just saying how happy they are in what they have now. I am happy for them and hoped for the best to all of them.

Suddenly, I felt this emptiness inside. The small gap between happiness and sadness that really makes a difference glistened and caught my attention. It made me realize that I was alone. Yes, I have friends and a great family behind me but still that small gap could tell that the picture is still not complete. It lacked a small piece; a small detail that can make a real difference of a picture of me that's smiling from the heart. 

Looking back, I closed this door. My heart was tired and hurt enough to feel that "kilig" moment. It reached its limit to understanding and giving the so called "benefit of the doubt". I was bitter, sour, angry and cold all at the same time. I was making myself as solid as an ice sculpture. Transparent, unique yet cold and fragile. Encountered people yet decided to place a bar between the idea of settling down and just playing around. Like I said, I was really numb.

That numbness reached to the point that I was brushing off people that really cared about me. I was neglecting them because I focused too much on myself. I was being the selfish nut that wanted everything to himself. I never entertained the feeling of being someone else's reason to smile. I looked at it as impossible for me. But then, I realized that I was wrong. 

"When I got to know you, it wasn't something special. You treated me like a good friend and I reciprocated with respect and mature understanding. You never judged me for the things I did and have always listened to all the dramas I have. You asked me for advice and shared the blessings you have with me. You were there when others were not for me and I have come to notice that you are someone special and you ought to know this."

These words were always playing in my mind during the times when we were together and I never thought that I would be writing about it here on my blog. I guess it's about time for me to face the music and say what I really feel. To stop pretending and be real; it's time for me to become human again.

I have done something stupid and I am really sorry for that. I can't blame you for reacting that way because what I did was plain stupid. I know I could have done better and I ask for you to give me a chance. Those moments were special to me. The warmth, the patience and the silence was just memorable and unforgettable. I hope it was the same for you. 

You asked me to consider to open the door again. And now, I am opening it. 

Thank you very much because you were there to make me realize what I was missing in my life. 

I wish you can read this with all heart.

Here goes my "YAKAP" to you. 

I am just here. :) Thank you and I'm sorry. 

LAMON TIME: KimChikin (Dubai BonChon)

A few days ago, a friend of mine decided to go on food tripping and asked me where good food can be found in my area. Automatically, I said "KIMCHIKIN!" and yes, we ended the night with a smile!

If you feel like going all K-POP and modern day Korean...

THIS IS THE PLACE TO BE!!!

KimChikin Chicken Bonchon Dubai, UAE

Kung sa Pinas may Bonchon, dito sa Dubai meron kaming KimChikin na singsarap talaga! The store is located near Park Regis Hotel, opposite Spinneys and McDonalds which is near Burjuman Center. Kung mahirap hanapin, gamitin nyo nalang ang Park Regis Hotel or CLUB 7 as landmark(sikat kasi sa mga Kabayan ang Club na iyan).  Ilang meters away from Park Regis lang and you will find this really amazing place. Kung magme-metro kayo, you can disembark at Burjuman Station, go to Exit 2 and maglakad papunta sa Park Regis. Take note: it is before the hotel so be mindful (baka kasi lumampas kayo eh). Para sa maps, its along D88 Street.

It's not hard to locate because the restaurant is well lit and has colorful "post-it" notes on its walls! YES!-Post-it notes sa dingding mismo ng kainan! This really modern and smart gimik makes the restaurant more interesting lalo na for this generation na mahilig mag-social network and or course, take pictures. 

ANG POSTE NG MGA MAHIHILIG KUMAIN! choz!

STANDEE DIN KAPAG MAY TIME! :)

This is not my first time going here. As you can see, I have my name on the wall already! Yehey!

FREEDOM WALL? Get to see what people think about this place in each note stuck on the wall! You can even post your own note too! This is one gimik you should not miss!

Kimchikin's great and very interesting wall.

The place is really cozy and modern. Although di talaga siya same sa ilang fine dinning restaurants, the place is like fast food chenelyn and mala-JOLLIBEE ang peg. So, keri na yan. For me kasi, ilang percentage lang ang naco-cover ng place at ambiance kasi importante pa rin ang taste ng food (KAYA NGA FOOD BLOG-duh?!). :) 

Infairness sa service crew, masaya and very warm sila!
This is one of the reasons why people keep coming back for more!

The food is just..UGH!---DELICIOUS!

The house specialty chicken (either Soy or Spicy) is just M-A-S-A-R-A-P! Plus the side dishes which is based from traditional Korean food makes the meal soooo complete. Heto pa ang good news: THEY HAVE RICE! Alam ko kasing yan ang hanap ng mga Kabayan sa restaurant kung kahit saan man. Kaya this is very good news na meron silang rice!

Sa Korean dinning, DAPAT nanjan ang KIMCHI! Ito ang nagpapasarap sa lahat eh!

Meron din silang Kimchi Coleslaw which is also yummy and spicy.

Ito yung SOY CHICKEN nila! Its Crispy on the outside and very juicy in the inside! <3 td="" this="">

They also serve noodles and other Korean Dishes with twists. 

Ito naman yung Beef Bulgogi Rice nila na masarap din.

As for the price, sakto lang naman siya sa okasyon. It is reasonable and trust me, mabubusog ka talaga sa food nila.

While waiting for your order, bongga ang activities na pwede gawin!

One: pwede kayong manood ng Korean concerts sa TV nila. Full production numbers talaga and the hosts have chenelyn sa mga microphones nila! Bongga talaga!

Two: pwde kayong manghingi ng post-it notes and manghiram ng coloring materials! Dito pwede ninyo ilabas ang creativity nyo na walang makiki-alam! Pagandahan talaga ang activity na ito na pwede ninyong ipagyabang sa susunod na balik ninyo!

Try nyo nga hanapin to sa boung store! GO NA! :) 

The Awesome Threesome na nakaubos na maraming pagkain nung gabing yun!
Thanks Ron and Ate Joyce! :) 

So, sana you would visit the place and have some good chicken! :) 

Overall, heto ang score nila sa akin (0-5 scoring):

Place:   4
Price:    3
Food:    4

TOTAL AVERAGE: 3.67 :) 

GO AND TRY IT YOURSELF GUYS and ENJOY!

What sucks?

i woke up today feeling extremely ambivalent and all i was thinking of is that "my life sucks". From the moment i thought i have a good social atmosphere, everything falls into pieces like a ceramic tea pot which doesn't actually make a good connection but i thought if putting it in anyway.  

Back in high school during my senior year, my classmates connived and placed me in the "funny chair" for weeks. I didn't know it until it was time for our Christmas Party. Up to this day, I still don't know why they did that to me. I know i was sincere and I was true to being friends with them but everything was just a show to them. I really don't think about it much it somehow that certain part of my life is just a gap that connects my childhood and adolescent stage. 

Relating to the present, I think I was a victim of bullying. And even if I think I survived it, the gap still is empty. You know that feeling when you think you have matured but you still don't feel like one. I mean, I'm 25 but I still think about kid stuff. I know it's right to get connected with your inner child but i feel helpless. 

My friends say that I'm strong and I find it flattering for people to describe me as one. But for me, being strong is a double edged knife: it seems to repel everything. And being strong SUCKS. 

When you are strong, people don't get to ask you for things you can't do easily. 
When you are strong, you don't please people to the extent that you sacrifice yourself and what you want. 
When you are strong, you don't feel pissed off at things that you don't have control in. 
When you are strong, you don't feel alone.
When you are strong, you don't smile and feel as if you are not hurt.
When you are strong, you feel nothing will ever bring you down.
When you are strong, you will always follow what your heart and mind tells you.
When you are strong, you will never make blogs like this that spread all the shit you feel inside because it doesn't make sense at all.


It sucks being strong.